where do we from here?

it seem like we have the same talk and have the same results. kind of remind you of the meaning of insanity giving by Elbert E. it hard to solve something when you're not the person that can fix. something have to change. I can't keep burying myself in my work. I'm scared if I keep drinking the way I am...I will be an alcholic! sometimes I want to wave the white flag and tell her she win, but I deserve to be happy too. idk! Smh! FTW! FML! hmmm... what do u think?